I decided to start his blog , because I am feeling really lost within myself and at the point of loosing my husband.
My life was never easy. But I finally met a man who become everything to me. An amazing father to my son and a wonderful husband. We got married in July 2016. I never been happier.
We moved house to new place so have fresh start.
No 7 months in to my marriage I realised I become unbearable. Selfish, controlling, obsessive, horrible and nasty. And last weekend I have finally hit the rock bottom.
I was so angry that I hurt everyone around me.
My husband is trying but he is at the end of his wits. And I can’t face to loose him.
He recons I am getting in to a very depressive state where I just lash out. He gave me 30 days to save our marriage. And I do everything in my power to do so. I want to be this woman again who he fall in love with and who he loved so very much on our wedding day.